Summer.

It's good to be back home. Catching up with family and friends. I will start working on July, but i have this weird feeling, I'm not too hype up to work. Shoo away this negative thoughts please. The most important thing is I want some moolah. Summer has just begun. I hope everything goes well as I planned. Teehee :) Have a great day ahead people. 

Please hate me.

We haven't talked in ages and was that too much to ask, why you couldn't fathom? I've missed you and please stay for awhile. We both getting older. I've been missing you but my existence needs validation. You think I've stopped but I haven't and you're far too wrapped up in yourself to even notice that I'm only getting worse. I just want to know where I stand with you. I want to know how I really feel towards you. I'm sick of being so confused about my feelings. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. My mind is a mess. I screwed up so many things and I'm awfully sorry.