Wednesday, March 30, 2011


Dan kalau emosinya tercela, semua yang dibikin seperti palat.
Dan kau pun begitu.
Tolong angguk, tanda setuju.
Selamat malam dan semoga emosi membabi-buta ini lenyap esok.

Monday, March 28, 2011


You see someone is smiling and living happily, but you don't know there is a crack beneath it.
She is trying to grasp and be strong to go through with her life.
When the obstacles come, when the hurdle is not easily to work out but she remains calm.
Perplexed situation. 
I know you can go through this.You can make it. 

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


They watching. I know this. They talking. I know this. They damning. I know this.

I just know. This is the problem having Facebook. People can be the best stalker. They posted something which so-called stupid things. But i don't mind about that. The matter is when you are acting like a pseudo. Fuck you bitch. The most Fuck-est ever when you woke up early in the morning, just finished sipping nescafe, and then you read the notifications. So you really wanna know what she wrote about and all of sudden, her conversation  out of topic and she's been acting like a busybody there. Mind your own business. I was joining FB not to have a big fight but this is not the very first time. So i guess, you'd better not to interfere my life. Oh howdy, is it end of your world? I feel like whacking you in your face and slicing your toes. Your stupidity is vividly can be seen by others too. Please act based on your age, would you?

Enough said. Back to the nescafe thingy: to stay up late just for finishing website and report I hope Mr. Bemen is sitting right beside me.

Friday, March 18, 2011


Someone please take me to the beach?
and i was asking you:
"Are you free tomorrow?" and poorly he said "No, I'm expensive"
Do enlighten me with your stupid jokes.
That really made my day!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

act like a boss.

Don't you have a brain to think?
Don't you have a heart to feel?
Don't you have eyes to see?
Don't you have ears to hear?
You've been adjourned for every-single-thing.
You've been treated me like a stranger
You choose that way and i'll follow your step.
Literally, i act based on your attitude.
Be nice to me and i'll be nice to you.
That's easy right?

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


I have been watching all the pictures and videos of the Tsunami and earthquake and everyday filled with a sad bewilderment at what  Japan dealing with. Because i just can't imagine if i were there, if I'm in their shoes. What I'm gonna do? Lets stop flooding the tears and start to pray. My heart goes out to everyone and I wish them the strength to get through this... Be strong there!

Monday, March 14, 2011


It's weird when the anon started to story all the secrets of his life. He might need someone to talk to, and yes, i am here for you. But i don't really know the solution of your problems.Seriously. Because it's something that beyond my ability. I didn't have the power to help you and instead people always look on woman powerlessness. Oh hey hello, just because you have a penis, doesn't mean you are the superior. Okay, Nancy Chodorow will absolutely agree on this! And what else i could do for you? Or maybe i should stop listening and do my own chores. It sounds evil and I'm acting like a lucifer, but how? HOMAIGOSH. i think you should tell your problems to GPS. Its know better right?

Sunday, March 13, 2011


These pictures speak better than words.
  Kudos for the best performance ever!

Saturday, March 12, 2011


Mom, would you bank in sum money to me?
Because the standard of living here is far too high.
Even the vanilla/chocolate/corn flavors of Gardenia is RM1.70
And the CLEO mag is RM7.++
And NST paper is RM1 or 2.++
"They" double up all the things here!
I couldn't focus on my study without all these things!
Everything is about money! You know right? :p
And mom, not to forget that i always spend my money on fast food too!
Because I'm sick of taugeh, fried chicken and nasi keras!
If i throw away that rice to the dogs, they probably faint for five years!
Trust me mom, I'm not good in lying. (bullshit)

okay, that's all i guess. because i know you will gimme a size 6 shoes of yours later on.

Thursday, March 10, 2011


They tell you to be yourself, then they judge!

What else you could do?
Because everything seems so wrong.
Enough said. bye.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot - John Lennon

I am a woman in process. I'm just trying like everybody else. I try to take every conflict, every experience, and learn from it. Life is never dull - Oprah Winfrey
Dearest mommy,
It's not easy to be a single mother since dad had passed away,14 years ago.
Time would heal everything. And i know he's waiting for us.
Thank you for being the greatest mom-dad ever.
Happy International Women's Day.

Monday, March 7, 2011


 oh please, bejesus me.
God help me, I've come undone.

Sunday, March 6, 2011


Have a safe journey.
If you don't trust the pilot, then let me be your pilot.
A well-deserved long vacation, yet a long layover.
Breathe for the new environment.
Soak up the atmosphere around. 
Be good! :)

Saturday, March 5, 2011

give me a sign.

Be nice to me.
Don't let me yelling to you
Don't be such a trouble-maker
Don't pretend that you need some electric shock
Don't, just don't...
We've been slept together for about four years
and i know you've been acting like a whorebitchslut 
and this time, we seriously need to have a serious-intimate-sex.

and yes, its you, Lappy.
i've been busy putting all of my effort and energy to create a website again.
this is not a funny thing and i should be serious to carry out this
so, be nice to me and I'll be nice to you. 

:* french kiss.

Friday, March 4, 2011


I'm counting days, hours, minutes and seconds.
It's time to have a long layover.
Too many things to settle down but I'm close to nothing.
I've been busy wasting my times.
I've been acting like a procrastinate. and YES, i am.
So, stop whining around and start doing something.

oh hey, March will be the busiest month ever!
i hate March and been waiting for May ;)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

let it be.

and i never thought she's in the worst case scenario of her life.
and that was the very first time i saw she was crying.
and so everyone have a litle secret to remain untold or unspoken.
we shouldn't talk about the sensitive issues tho.
sometimes, the laugh you see never portray the right feeling of yours.
because, a smile is a thousand lie.