We haven't talked in ages and was that too much to ask, why you couldn't fathom? I've missed you and please stay for awhile. We both getting older. I've been missing you but my existence needs validation. You think I've stopped but I haven't and you're far too wrapped up in yourself to even notice that I'm only getting worse. I just want to know where I stand with you. I want to know how I really feel towards you. I'm sick of being so confused about my feelings. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. My mind is a mess. I screwed up so many things and I'm awfully sorry.