Saturday, February 26, 2011


have you guys realized we've got same thing in common?
the same conversation from the first day we were here until today.
this one we haven't changed yet. HA-HA.

Handsome: Let's eat! I'm starving to death.
Pretty : Which restaurant?
Handsome: I don't know. It's up to you. (taktaw la. ikut hang la)
Pretty: hmmmm......

next day...

Pretty: Let's have something! I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten since yesterday :(
Handsome: Okay, where we wanna go?
Pretty: I don't know. It's up to you. (ikutlah, mana-mana)
Handsome: hmmmm.....

and till today...

these two lines are synonym to us.
next time, when one of us asking about this, give a right answer tho.

teehee :D

nice to meet you guys; iekahnass, bigdin, Yahya, Afif and newcomer, Lulu.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


i don't understand this world anymore.

and hey you, yes you!
i miss the "old" you and the "old" me yet, the "old" us.
can we go back to the time where we need eachother?
where we laugh together and shared lots of things together?
could we do that again?

"Sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other person's feelings are real."--Brooke Davis

Monday, February 21, 2011


"Lets play hide and seek!" "Dude, I'm black, and it's snowing everywhere!" "Oh.....

i feel like staying in a snow-country.
wearing my piggy-sock here-and-there. stay in bed and never wanted to go to toilet.
and lucky there is no hammock in my room.
and no garden to lounge about.
ohman, what is wrong with me? too lazy to start a new day tho!

oh btw, good morning there! :)

Sunday, February 20, 2011


i woke up this morning and feel like a mother!
the laundries and the tons of works need to be done to support my family!

ahhh....okay. time to finish these assignments actually.
tons of works with little time! 

Friday, February 18, 2011


Jackpot Jackpot Jackpot.

oh man, why you need to be a hypocrite. 
you don't even bother others feeling.
and i might be selfish too.Don't judge.
Life is full of revenge!

*p/s: Dear tooth-fairy, i really hate you till the end of my life!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011


I want a cuddle to rejuvenate myself.
I never felt this down before. 
and I've been acting like a baby.
flooded with tears without a reason.

at this moment, FUCK life.
oh man, I'm dying inside.

Monday, February 14, 2011



The hardest predicaments or the bad-ASS-things were always happened this month,except
the day i was born.
man, i'm too exhausted with life. i have seen lots of dramas. and i solemnly swear that i don't like the plot.
i know this is so-called life and it's not easy. 
my body was fulled with the medicines and drugs. 
  I'm seriously sick.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

piss off.


so when everyone treated you like remnants,
you just pissed off without knowing the real reasons.
but apparently all the reasons can be foreboded.

and when you are the last person to know everything,
you just pissed off over and over again.
because you never wanted to be the last person.
but people chose you. then you started to tempestuous 
and feel like whacking or killing someone.

and it must be something wrong somewhere.
people left you behind and they never saw your waved.
The question is, WHY?

Thursday, February 10, 2011


never exaggerate story.
because you wouldn't know the real atmosphere.
break free of these mind games.
i seriously jaded with all these.
maybe i'm sick of holding on.
but, you! permanently ne'er.


i am ad-libbing.
i am dilettante.
but rejuvenate yourself by knowing me.
people said i'm kinda arrogant. i'm kinda selfish.

its on you to judge me.
i won't mind at all. say what you wanna say.
because if i'm not stand for my self, who else?

Monday, February 7, 2011


I hope hell has wifi.
and heaven has wimax.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

unspoken grief.

it's about almost a month or more we haven't talked.
and i seriously have no idea why you treated me like this?
it's hard to deal with this.
even tho, during my special day, i looked at my hand phone and really hope you were the one of those who gave me a message. but, nothing.
and you know what hurts the most?
i feel like losing the most important person in my life.
i am awfully sorry if i did stupid things. yup, i did that. and its a lot.
but i'm still biological yours.

i shall tell you this everyday. i love you. but i didn't. because we usually see eachother as stranger.
i am fucking miss you.

Thursday, February 3, 2011


i rarely updating my Facebook status.
and tonight, i eagerly to see everything inside there.
how's my friend's life?how's they look after we haven't met for a long time.
and surprisingly, most of them had changed.
their style especially. i know her as a nerd, wearing a big and thick spectacles.
and now, she looks really beautiful and it ain't enough to see only a glance.
and the boy. he was so shy and he didn't approach any girl at school.
but now, he's totally different. he got girlfriend, and way too many changes on his style.
i was amused by seeing all the pictures and also status.

it is kinda weird all these things happened so fast.
and then i realized, i was in 2011. Am not in year 2000 anymore.
people change. and so do i.
we couldn't see our changes, but others might tell this.

*thanks for the existing of Facebook. i won't recognize my friends without you!