lastnight

Second last day before entering Syawal and we had a lavish spread of iftar.

Thank you Aidil, Habib, Kulop, Ayie, Elena and Pdut.

I haven't met you guys in forever.

And now I'm wallow in boredom and hanging my ass out window.

I guess I already miss you buddies.

P/s: Salam Eid Ul-Fitr :)

ice-breaking

filthy

Let's wash your filthy mind.

You can't bear with someone bought a cloth from a night market because you assumed that was a cheapy thing. You won't bring your handbag if you found somebody was using the same one, because you thought yours is original but hers the fake one. Have you fucking lost your mind? I fucking hate you and please don't make a comparison. She doesn't use your money to buy anything that she wanted. She doesn't get an allergic by using something fake. And please stop making a stupid judgement. Not a night market product such a cheapy and lousy quality. Well you should realize there's no supermarket when your mom bought a t-shirt for you when you were young. There's no branded thingy to be sold here and you wore such a cheapy thing also. Think of it and please everything you have are temporary. So stop bragging around. There's nothing to be proud of. Why am I saying this? Because most of you, you and you are splurge on something without thinking twice. 

#tagged

As promised :

List out 10 fave dishes on Raya's Day :

-Almond London

-My mom's Soto. The best food bar none.

-Chocolate cake

-My neighbour's Nasi Briyani

-My neighbour's Cappati

That's all i can think of. Never likey kuih coz I easily get bloated :)

Raya's night experience :

Well usually me and siblings will spruce up the house especially the living room. I've been ordered to clean the windows. That's what I always wanted to do. Then, change the curtains and I fucking hate it cause my hands will get a cramp or something. Oh last but not least, put all the not-home-made kuih in a pretty cute jars. I'm sure you guys will do the same thing. Nothing so special to be shared, just simply a fun night with the family ;)

Being tagged by D, my favorite buddy. Thankies.

life

It hurts like a car crash.
Sometimes life is too bountiful,
sometimes it is too ugly.
But I still fondly called it as a life.
Sometimes you make me a better person,
sometimes you make me a worst person,
It's never enough.

orphan

I got invitation breaking fast with the orphans and decided to go. The foods whet my appetite but priority given to the orphans. That what you should do if got such invitation. I had a conversation with this 11 year-old kiddo, one of the guests.

Me   : Adik, ayah meninggal yer? Sebab apa?
Kiddo : Tak kakak, ayah adik ada lagi. Cuma...ayah kena masuk penjara.
Me   : Sebab apa adik?
Kiddo : (tunduk rapat) Ayah masuk penjara sebab jual dadah.
Me   : (I was about to cry, but i hold my tears) Oh, raya tahun ni tanpa ayah?
Kiddo  : Ye kakak. Mak kerja penoreh getah. Adik takda baju raya lagi. Adik sedih.
Me   : .......................... ;(

I hate myself because there's too much I'm complaining about and still not gratify on what i have. But what about that kid? He really wanna baju raya and normal life. The most important thing is his dad. He wants his dad to be around. At the end of the conversation, we made a pinky promise. I told him not to involve in drug and don't be a thug. He said, "I won't do what my dad had done to the family. I love my family, I love my mom." The kid's burden is way too tough for him and at his age, not now. *I pinch his cheeks.